The world is constantly spinning, turning night into day and day into night. But lately it’s been shaking too, growing steadily, gradually voilent from a low rumble until I can’t stand and I crawl back into bed, pull the covers over my head and count to ten.
It’s only in those times that it seems to still, yet it continues to turn. I look out my window and the birds are still flying, the sun is still shining, the wind is still blowing.
Everything continues as it should except me.
Kassy_Lu
No one ever told me it would be like this.
No one told me I’d have days when I don’t want to be human anymore. No one told me growing up wasn’t as fun as it looked, and no one told me that it’s not so easy to get back to being friends when you’re no longer kids.
I wasn’t ready for this.
I mean, you could have given me a heads up. I feel so deceived. And everyone keeps saying life with Jesus is the best. Well I DON’T FEEL THAT!
I feel like you trapped me. Led me to fall in love with you because you knew I’d be hooked and I’d never leave. This is not what I signed up for.
Where did all the sunny days go? Where did all the laughter fade to? Why am I always in some sort of fix? Always fighting off things that I never knew existed until I got with you? Why do I feel like there is a constant dark cloud over me and you’re never there? Why are you so unfair?
I can’t do this anymore.
So Dear God, I quit!
Kas
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